It was heart-wrenching when I couldn't express the exact feeling I felt. =( The words were not deliver according to how I want to express it. I have so much to say yet I know when it is put into words it will not be what I wanted to convey.
If only you can read me like a book and understand the underlying meanings. The surface may deem that I'm demanding but i'm not trying to, not anywhere near.
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Was real depressed, partly because of the lack of sleep and the late nights mugging, I turned to one of my girlfriends to for some anti-depression session.
We talked about life, the things we did, how we want things to be like etc. Being a chimney was our forte and it feels different when you are depress. When we have our own individual things to be depressed over we sat there for hours, just talking.
And that didn't end, we switched to another location and then to another again. This is how much things we have to talk about. We kept having to hear the repeated songs, "How do I live without you", "Life goes on" . . . and it's pretty funny how these songs 'coincidencely' collide to how you're feeling. Sometimes it just there as an encouragement and such, like life still goes on regardless of how bad it is blah blah blah.
I don't think I'm blogging like me :( migraine is such a bitch.
Because I wanted, she tried catching for me,
hoping that the one buck will do miracle. . .
but she failed. byebye 1buck, you are better off in my piggy bank. :(
just these small little things will paint a smile on me.
i'm not that demanding afterall, it's really not.
hoping that the one buck will do miracle. . .
but she failed. byebye 1buck, you are better off in my piggy bank. :(