It's so hard to get myself to sleep these days. The day before today I managed to get myself to sleep at about 8am! It's super horrible.
AND TODAY?
Great, I don't get to sleep at all. :( I have tried upteen times to force myself to sleep but my mind was too awake. The hunger didn't make it any better. My brain was like a video recorder and I was replaying everything in my mind. It was too busy to even recall what I thought about, all I know was, it kept running and running. I wanted to stop it by counting sheep but I lost it soon after.
When it was already 7am, I got so pissed off that I didn't want to sleep anymore. I got prepared and came to school. In addition, I was greeted with random scoldings from my dad, for-i-don't-know-why. I plugged on my mp3, found myself welled with tears round the corner of my eyes. No, there wasn't any flowing tears, it was merely I feel terrible and I can cry anytime.
HAHAHAHA. okay!
bye.
